after all i realised that i m being so blessed in my life, while my friends out there encounter loads of problems ... which i cant handle it at all .. sometimes i felt really ashamed that this 25 years of my life experience i cant even help my friend at all .. sounds disappointed eh?! but then yups ... wish my friend all the best .. hmms also ... i dun like being treated like a dirt .. perhaps is my own single sided thinking which leads to all this nonsense ... kinda disappointed that u make people like u and u tell people that u dun wanna be in a r/s. BUT!! oh wells .. i have my own set of ways to react upon this issue, i dun wish to be that idiot to commit into u, sorry i have no feelings for u anymore .. my feelings for u is just as a friend to friend concern .. thanks and goodbye .. hehe ... hmms also .....

NDP!! hehee

i must say is a remarkable journey for my whole career life, its really widen my capacity and also seeing people how to handle work stress and etc, i must say is a positive learning journey, and also known a number of good people, friends and got a daughter out of nowhere =p oops hahaha but then is like good time, positive experience and also a wonderful learning process, though my role is small .. but the amount i learn is priceless and tons of things for me to see. hmms after that preview, i seriously miss my saturdays alot I MEAN IT, though we are talking about not enough sleep and burnt out saturday, but my saturdays for the past few weeks is fun, interesting and IMBA!! hahaha ... i gotta miss them lots ... and special thanks for the new friends which i made thru out this special journey .. LOVE U ALL LOADS