i realise this thing ... i dun think i can have another relationship, cos ppl around tell me where by i need to have money and career .. which i felt is quite true .. maybe me and apple bump to each other in a very wrong time .. but then thru this i realise that is true that u need to have money and career then will start ANEW... hmms though last time my ego tell me that is bullshit .. if u love me u can really endure hardship together .. but i am wrong .. hmms so well ya though indeed i wanna find a new relationship but then i have no courage to do it .. so thats y ... stay at wad i m is the best .. and then also ... i want to get water baptised, which i sensed this when i m in church just now .. gotta pray upon it .. whether i should or not .. and then also ya baptised means new me .. no more edmund low going to those places which i should not go =x hahaha kidding .. wells can go but dun get drunk can liao .. and also is a good thing too .. it give me more determination to quit smoking =))) .. thats y .. i want a new edmund which is Godly and whole - heartedly follow God .. After MIA-ing for like 2 years + .. and wonder which religion is good for me .. but then is like there is nothing like God ... really ... edmund wants to be with God ..

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