it is after sometime i blog .. and well i m feeling better indeed ... there are tons of people asking me to go back to her .. but it seems so so so so impossible ... cos her mindset is closed ... though we have realli stopped what are we doing for the past 3 mths ... but i still feel that we stil love each other but then is like she is beginning to letting it go .... SLOWLY .. our meetings from weekends now had turned like i dunno how to say too ... welll jus let God to decide my fate ba .. as i also don't wanna lead a life which is drink and got wasted .. and also well i have enough of like having FALSE feelings towards others .... and end up i only know that i only love her ... ok .. i told myself already .. if i want to wait please use my full heart and effort to wait ... and i told jessica jie bout it ...

well as for work .. i m sick of tired after staying in css .. cos is like i got a feeling tt i m being eaten up ... and cmon edmund u are eaten up by JUNIORS what the heck are u even thinking?? hmms what should i do??

Labels: God please lead a way for me