i realise this thing which came across me moments ago.. i lost the will and the purpose in life.. wad is this refering too?? i guess is abt my r/s agen .. well i lost hope is r/s le .. and the thing i dun wanna lose is the fighting will and the purpose of my life .. i mean tt when i lose all this i will become another piece of shit in this world .. thats the last thing i want.. yes i maybe lost the confidence on hw to handling stuffs.. but edmund low .. is time for me to stand up and move on le .. no point sitting down there and look back .. IS USELESS .. will she knows .. i dun think so.. and ya in life there are too much wrong turns le .. but wrong turns sometime can u - turn de .. and maybe the wrong turn might be a blessing .. u dunno .. edmund stand up and walk le .. if i contd to just sit down there and emo .. i guess it will be the end of me ba .. edmund dun becoz of r/s and u lost ur whole soul away .. wth ... shld nt be the case ar .. and tts nt the edmund tt ppl use to know ... brk up still will be happy go lucky de ... WHER IS UR F#$king fighting spirit in life?? edmund low if u continue like tt .. i guess those ppl which despises u they will be laughing off their asses .. wake up my fking ideas nw ... !!

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