hmms ytd was my cutie cousin joey's bday .. haha turned out in the evening and my kai ma aka my auntie ask me to be her stand in game master cos her age is catching up le ... no voice then played with the kids .. OMG .. haha aniwaes had loads of fun .. hehehe then after tt hia di wanna meet me cos kak kak went to her colleague's hse for party .. then he came up to eat the food ... after tt he came my hse to upload some songs then after tt hit to petir to wait for kak kak ... then thru waiting shared loads of thing with hia di.. BUT then i turned emo .. cos of JEN .. dunno wad topic we hit tt struck me .. then all the way emo .. then reach dam le .. sibeh emo .. then kak kak saw nt the usual me .. cos when i hit the dam i will be 1 x RETARD .. doing up the resident evil shit or other thing .. i ji dao after sing bday song i sit down face the sea.. then i share with her lo.. hmms alot of point strikes me .. well her mindset = to mummy and adriano's ... their point is same .. is a undeniable point ... then i told myself this wad for to b emo when this whole thing is an IMPOSSIBLE SHIT .. i emo WILL SHE KNOWS?? i dun think so... for goodness sake this thing has dwell over me for like 125486334863285632 donkey months le .. and well i simply just dun wan becoz of her end of the day i lose someone which eventually meant for me .. well i wish tt i dun wanna let her affect my whole r/s life .. my social circle nw = 0 (nt say i dun have frens BUT is like i dunno hw to interact with ppl and my confidence GONE too) break the curse now EDMUND LOW ... hehe.. hmms well i hope tt she will know tt .. I M SICK OF TIRED OF PUTTING IMPOSSIBLE HOPES .. at least buy 4D i strike i will get money lose le take it as donate to charity .. GOOD DEED!! dwell over a impossible hope no money come lose the hope = no money to charity .. wad the point .. =D .. put a stop ..

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