ytd metup wid jen ... hmms she had a hard time for her mother's day present .... hmms then met her at jp .. and well she is quite tired and well can feel tt she is still real uncomfortable .. i dunno why .. HAD TONS of struggle to tell her face to face tt i wanna be back with her .. cos 1st attempt wanted to tell her thru whispering .. she immediately shriek off ... =( then in the train was keep having this struggle to tell her BUT ya .. she told me tt she is gg to change job ... and i told her tt is up to her ba ... well i cant honestly tell her tt ya go for it .. becoz if the job doesn't suit her she will nt b happy ar.. so i jus told her to like .. i honestly dun wanna upset her ba .. and ya .. finally plucked out my courage to tell her tt i wanna be back with her .. and she told me this she will think bout it .. and also ya .. i dunno ba ... is quite contradict when u let ur emotions control ur life .. and sorry God tt i blame u for playing out with me .. i know God has His reasons ba .. wait ba ... but well ... hope things will happen ba ... i dunno whether she will read it ma ? but i wanna say is

jennifer .. words can never contain hw much i love u .. and ya i know tt u nid time all this .. well honestly i have waited for 5 mths + le i dun mind to wait for u even longer .. and ya sorry for the times tt i have never uds u and break ur heart .. and sometimes my blurness which pissed u off .. but ya .. all i wanna say is i love u!!

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