hmms monday finally challenged my worst fear .. HEIGHTS .. omg is so fun doing rappeling .... cos rappeling is quite safe .. next is roping ... is so call like free fall .. another fear i need to go thru ... tts ok ... well as for my r/s life .. is very complicated ... i dunno hw to explain the dilema in me .. but i tell myself tt i gotta face it ... and jus walk outta the past which i shld not have dwell and waste time on .. honestly i am very sian in tt course le .. dun ask me why .. is a definitely reason becoz is far too long already ... i pray tt 8th of may faster come .. and i go back to our seletar villa and chill .. as for some insignificant ppl which oftenly come and threaten me all this i tell u i m nt afraid ... =D