excited. .. mixed feelings .. cos all i can only say that first time in my entire regular life i did something ......... hehe .. well also i have think about it le .. NO POINT waiting for her le ... i really SICK and TIRED le .. i dun wan even when we are frens and yet we quarrel like hell.. wad the point and i m super sick of that already ... and i decided from today 070308, 1330 i will forget about this person ... the past is sweet BUT the sweetest and the easiest day is yesterday .. let it go .. SERIOUSLY i lost hope in r/s le .. why?? becoz i dunno hw to cherish myself.. and i cant even cherish myself wad the ##$% i wanna cherish someone .. so.. i only have to WAIT ... wait for the only one which will only appear in my eyes and i will really devote on her just like wad i did for someone ... so.... edmund must wait le .. and also i also lost my confidence on r/s le ... sian really sian le .. single life is better =D single life is good .. save money .. only have frens and QUALITY friends .. and they will not hurt u and give u useless excuses saying cant commit end up found herself a new bf DAMNED it .. and also .. i love my family .. my silly sister say she dun have a best friend .. LET ME TELL HER .. we daddy , mummy , me , jerlyn are ur BFF (best friends FOREVER)

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