tekong training was fun .. but unexpected things happened was being confined .. why .. LOST of 1 of my things.. then wasted my sat or shall i say ytd eat slp and shit ... and did some packing .. hmms well .. left with dunno how many 1893245242 weeks more to hell end .. my finger crossed i m asking God for giving me this energy .. perharps i was too complacent and never know that holy spirit is there for me .. Sorry God for leaving u .. God please realli grant me directions .. and i really wanna complete this course and never will i come back for recourse .. And i also know that why God dun want me to be in the police force and He put me in the army instead .. God wants me to grow up and learn things thru the hard way because i was way too childish and cant make my own decision .. God put me into CEC have His reasons too because i was expected to go CQC and God wants me to be mould thru there too .. And i realise that every good things or bad things God is there for me .. and when tekong field trip i can sense a real strong Holy spirit .. He encourages me to move on .. Which i never be expect that to happen and God is a VERY good God .. and i decided le I WANNA COME BACK TO HIM !!!!!! And i really want God to be with me and guide me along .. and Glory to God .. my course Comd told me tt he see a improvement on me .. as for the other person .. well ...... i dunno .. gotta wait for a formal evaluation which is TOMORROW.. i pray that it is a positive one and God will continue to guide me thru out ... thank u Jesus

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