todae is my saddest and gloomiest day in my life.. well i finalli noe the feeling on hw i treat my past r/s.. hmmms tt jaslyn .. dunno shld i hate her or not... i heard frm hia di tt she is still wif sotong... and i jus threw tt baby pooh in the trash can.. ( the onli sacrifice for tt r/s) and i broke down emotionalli which like i never cried in tt bitterness for years le... well i guess my mummy is right i shld have stopped seeing jaslyn well everythin too late le.. try to move on? very difficult ba... i noe and i uds tt.. well it nids time ba... edmund is dead!!!!!!!