First thing family My cousins are back and this time our 全家福 finally full strength


Ok 2nd thing ... Cny .... Haha pretty hectic ... Hmmm with lions dragons and dragon king .... Wriggling and party rock with them

Oh wells another year had passed .... All this while I thought I had improved but .... Sadly is not after i had being threw with tons of responsibility .. Stressful ... There are times I told myself not to cry but sometimes I need to hide somewhere and let it roll .. So oh wells ... I shall rejoice this terrifying 2011 is over ... Soon

Why things happen till like that?

hmmms been thru ups and down .. bullshits and nonsense ... but then for this 6 years i finally up to the point whereby i am going to take a greater responsiblity .. which is a good thing, because i am being streched and know my limits. and also leadership training, makes me know myself better.

and also thank to the friends around me, who gave me a positive coaching on my finances ... damned.. hmmms is a shame .. but i will try my best.

its amazing that family supports u whenever u do .. it gave u somemore sense of joy to complete job.

decided to join more positive activities .. hmms like vertical marathon .. and now the ramp up training i did today .. was quite disappointing .. because ....... first moutain biking .. failed .. instead did an urban biking ... then swam ... hmms 10 over laps in an hour .. no good. oh wells ... but then is ok .. i hope more training will help =)

hmms i did not know that being taken care off can be a bliss hahaha .. hmms this few days i am sick .. and ya .. people like adrian and marcus took care of me .. and indeed .. what i need now is rest .. cos after ndp IS TRAINING TIME!! hahaha ... CSB!! the greatest challenge i am facing in my life .. 32 km route march is no joke dude .. haha .. hmms oh wells and also this determines my career to .. no matter what i am gonna give it a shot, be it fail or pass .. awwww is a good experience .. hahaha. Hmms is odd to blog on a sat .. cos by right NOW i am at the float, starting my weekly work life balance ... haha never mind ... missed my sat so much now, even though is work .. but i enjoyed alot hehe, also learn new things talk to new people, made new friends, hmms oh wells ... what good thing have to be end .. hehee ... anyway this week is a failure week to me .. because i realised that i can be so easily get defeated .. hmms i think i must do something about it .. cos the route march ... 4 km only lei .. can get defeated liao .. this is so not me .. my name is called ROACH!! cannot be defeated the roach lei ... oh wells ... cannot slack liao ... my career is at stake! hahaha jia you e.low =)

after all i realised that i m being so blessed in my life, while my friends out there encounter loads of problems ... which i cant handle it at all .. sometimes i felt really ashamed that this 25 years of my life experience i cant even help my friend at all .. sounds disappointed eh?! but then yups ... wish my friend all the best .. hmms also ... i dun like being treated like a dirt .. perhaps is my own single sided thinking which leads to all this nonsense ... kinda disappointed that u make people like u and u tell people that u dun wanna be in a r/s. BUT!! oh wells .. i have my own set of ways to react upon this issue, i dun wish to be that idiot to commit into u, sorry i have no feelings for u anymore .. my feelings for u is just as a friend to friend concern .. thanks and goodbye .. hehe ... hmms also .....

NDP!! hehee

i must say is a remarkable journey for my whole career life, its really widen my capacity and also seeing people how to handle work stress and etc, i must say is a positive learning journey, and also known a number of good people, friends and got a daughter out of nowhere =p oops hahaha but then is like good time, positive experience and also a wonderful learning process, though my role is small .. but the amount i learn is priceless and tons of things for me to see. hmms after that preview, i seriously miss my saturdays alot I MEAN IT, though we are talking about not enough sleep and burnt out saturday, but my saturdays for the past few weeks is fun, interesting and IMBA!! hahaha ... i gotta miss them lots ... and special thanks for the new friends which i made thru out this special journey .. LOVE U ALL LOADS

i used to think that getting over someone is forever easy .. but as the age goes ... is getting harder, i used to feel complacent with people which loves me, but end up ya when things over already start to curse and swear at myself!! what is the point? hmms congratulates myself that i had get over u? hahaha hmms got past the middle part of the test already! so wads next?! seeing u hand in hand blissfully with someone wad will i feel?! this question i kept asking myself what will i do?! 1. hi and shake the bf's hand? 2. just walk off like what i usually do when i see her ... hmms good question .. but if i pass this test ... oh yes u are out of my life already!! hahaha but then the other point is i cant really be thinking of her .. hey limpeh got a life to lead ok!! so end of the day it comes to this question: am i that strong enough? till today i cant answer myself this ... cos i cant even see myself that cool!! but thru endless thinking and advice i decided to tell myself this ... see her just treat her as stranger! why she dun even wanna take me as a friend anymore so whats the point my cookhouse god ma also told me this ... so?! the questions i ask myself what will i see when she is blissfully hand in hand with some other guy .. HAHA the answer is WALK OFF!! and dun care ... since i whatsapp her and she dun be bother to reply then save it! well we shall let fate throw the dice!!!

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